Amanda Gorman Almost Pulled Out Of Biden Inaugural After Friend Said ‘Be Ready To Die'

“It didn’t help that I was getting DMs from friends telling me not-so-jokingly to buy a bulletproof vest,” the poet recalled.

Amanda Gorman’s sensational recital of her own poem “The Hill We Climb” at President Joe Biden’s inauguration in January 2020 almost didn’t happen, the poet revealed.

In a column for The New York Times, Gorman recalled she almost turned down the offer to perform because she was “terrified” about possibly contracting the coronavirus, the fallout from the U.S. Capitol riot and presenting herself as a high-profile potential target.

High visibility is “a very dangerous thing to be in America, especially if you’re Black and outspoken and have no Secret Service,” she wrote.

“It didn’t help that I was getting DMs from friends telling me not-so-jokingly to buy a bulletproof vest,” said Gorman.

“My mom had us crouch in our living room so that she could practice shielding my body from bullets,” she continued. “A loved one warned me to ‘be ready to die’ if I went to the Capitol building, telling me, ‘It’s just not worth it.’”

Watch Gorman’s inauguration recital here:

“I had insomnia and nightmares, barely ate or drank for days,” she said. “I finally wrote to some close friends and family, telling them that I was most likely going to pull out of the ceremony.”

Ultimately, after reflection, Gorman said she decided her fear she’d “spend the rest of my life wondering what this poem could have achieved” spurred her to perform.

“I can’t say I was completely confident in my choice, but I was completely committed to it,” she added.

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