Whoa, I know. I flashed my booty on the internet.
And I am a married mother. I’ve been in PTA, a Room Mom, and in my 20’s and 30’s, I was in some eyes very mom-ish. But many of those times I was miserable.
I didn’t post this picture for you to think I’m sexy. That is a feeling, vibe, state of being for ME to own. Yes, my husband makes me feel sexy, of course, but it’s my job to be turned on from the inside out. I sent this picture to my husband, as we sext very often. I can honestly say that we have been married for twenty years and there were certain times we had high levels of passion, but we are off the charts now. He makes my heart race. I make my heart race. Sex talk makes my heart race. Erotica makes my heart race. Porn can make my heart race, which I didn’t watch for years because of two reasons, I was insecure, and I felt a dark vibe from some of it. I just love how sex, intimacy, and being sensual makes you feel so alive.
I am one of those people who, especially as a life coach, know I am responsible for my vibe, energy, and sometimes my own orgasms. I don’t hide this sexpot side which I feared many would misinterpret and think I was bad…a bad mom…a bad person. Well, I am turning 40 in five days. I am in my phoenix rising, goddess truth of zero F%#@$. I curse on social media and now, apparently, I show my ass as well. I even did a podcast last night where we talked about pussy, masturbation, and what it’s like to be a sexually awakened woman. It was titled “Jenny & the Pussy Power” like Josie and the Pussycats from back in the day. I crack myself up. That’s why I called myself silly-sassy-spiritual sexpot because as a coach, I talk about God, sex, we laugh, I give tough love, I am tenderhearted when you’re fragile and I fully own my dork side. I am all about empowering others. I want all women to love themselves, feel wild and free like me…to be themselves.
Here is the post that went with this picture:
This is what self-love is for me. Call it Kardashian style or Boudoir…but I embody my sexiness. I suppressed or denied it at times but it is who I am. I am inspired by my natural and nudist friends and my pin-up soul sisters like @xanthiapink to take my unapologetic nature and stand in my power fully as a goddess in my unique way. I dropped the struggle to love myself for almost thirty-five years that simultaneously was trying to be liked and not judged. (I’m 2 1/2 weeks away from 40.) See the connection there. If you have learned to love yourself, you will feel me here…if you hate yourself or always liked/loved/accepted yourself you will not get me. That’s okay. And I send you love either way. I am more than okay with myself and you get to have your judgment or nasty words and mean thoughts. I came here to be a catalyst and shake this up into transformation, reinvention, and being whoever the fuck you want to create, be, reveal, own and play with.
If all I wanted was attention, there are plenty places I could go for that. This is about liberation. Women tell me all the time behind-the-scenes in DM/PM’s, email, and in person that I am brave and I inspire them, that they love my realness and fire. No photoshop as I’m just admiring my body and the work I put into it on the mind and the body. It means more to those I inspire that I didn’t start out as a Victoria’s Secret model and instead was a overweight mom and hot mess many times of insecurity and I continue to reinvent myself like Madonna (yes, I put myself in the same sentence…deal) and this picture is out of my comfort zone and I strive to expand out if it daily. Being married and a mom does not mean you have to cut yourself off from your sex appeal or mojo…and that looks different for everyone. Thank God or it would be boring.
I don’t need anyone else’s permission to live out loud. I know who I am. I am whole.
Expand your mind as this could be me wearing a bikini in a tropical place with the with the same coverage here.
I have worked on myself mind-body-spirit for almost twenty years. I have fallen hard at times and I always get back up again. I see some coaches look like there is a switch that gets flipped like my last blog, where you can never doubt your worth again, but it’s a lie. If you have had anxiety like myself, which many empaths and healers have, you may have a more emotional journey. Embrace it.
I posted this one today:
THIS IS NOT ABOUT WEIGHT!
Have I coached people on weight? ONLY if they are willing to do the inner work. We are complex beings and as a life coach, I go deep into the subconscious and we bring it to the Light together through your awareness. After one session, you see a different. You see in this picture a confident woman who is visibly thinner. What a wild ride in those fifteen years. I was 25 on the left. I’m almost 40 on the right. Do I eat and drink perfectly?
Hell no. I’m not a coach who is going to stand on a pedestal and act perfect, telling you what to do to ascend to my higher place. I’ll teach you how to get to a higher vibe. I share my struggles and create a sacred, safe space where you tell me things you have never told another soul and you will not feel judged. The coaching industry. An make me want to puke as if I inhaled it’s plastic, salesy slime…but I LOVE being a coach.
Why? Because that girl on the left was in pain. She was full of anger, no confidence, and her anxiety terrorized her at night where it was like hell. I have invested in my mental health, spiritual journey, wealth mindset, wellness living, law of attraction courses, energy healing and business coaching. If you want to make a change in life, send me a message. I want to help you. I can’t guarantee we are a fit, but if you are coachable, it’s on like Donkey Kong. Wishing you all the self-love you can handle. If you want to challenge your sexual/sensual side, listen to my controversial podcast. I posted it below. It was so fun and OMG I got nervous like a kid putting it out there. But folks, this is me stepping it up and going to the next level. Let’s soar together!
Jenny's and the Pussy Power!Oh my. This was literally the funnest podcast so far because we got to talk about sex. Some may think I have lost my…www.blogtalkradio.com
P.S. I can’t let my fear of judgement from any of you stop me. I have work to do. Women who need me to help them heal or inspire them to be the badass, rebel, unicorn, mermaid they always wanted to be. I wish you all well, even haters. If this triggers you, look within and see where you need to love, forgive, and release. It’s not about me if you project, cause I come from fierce love with this. You get to be sexy too, no age or weight on that. Just rock it, baby.