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Charleston Mourns The Dead At Emanuel AME: 'I Knew Every Single One Of Them'

CHARLESTON, SC - JUNE 18: A woman lights candles for the nine victims of last night's shooting at the historic Emanuel African Methodist Episcopal Church June 18, 2015 in Charleston, South Carolina. Dylann Storm Roof, 21, of Lexington, South Carolina, who allegedly attended a prayer meeting at the church for an hour before opening fire and killing three men and six women, was arrested today. Among the dead is the Rev. Clementa Pinckney, a state senator and a pastor at Emanuel AME, the oldest black congregation in America south of Baltimore, according to the National Park Service. (Photo by Chip Somodevilla/Getty Images)
CHARLESTON, SC - JUNE 18: A woman lights candles for the nine victims of last night's shooting at the historic Emanuel African Methodist Episcopal Church June 18, 2015 in Charleston, South Carolina. Dylann Storm Roof, 21, of Lexington, South Carolina, who allegedly attended a prayer meeting at the church for an hour before opening fire and killing three men and six women, was arrested today. Among the dead is the Rev. Clementa Pinckney, a state senator and a pastor at Emanuel AME, the oldest black congregation in America south of Baltimore, according to the National Park Service. (Photo by Chip Somodevilla/Getty Images)

CHARLESTON, S.C. -- Andre McPherson has been coming to the Emanuel AME Church here off and on since 2003. His visit on Thursday night was his first in a couple of years, he said with a hint of guilt, but he felt he owed it to the church leaders and congregation to stop by.

In his more trying days when he was homeless, McPherson said, he often found himself at the doorstep of what's known as "Mother Emanuel." The Charleston resident credits the historic African-American church with helping him get off of drugs.

"This church helped me get me life together," McPherson, 44, said through tears. "It helped me go back to my kids. It helped me get away from a certain street mentality. It helped me have pride."

McPherson was one of hundreds from Charleston and nearby towns who filed by the church doors on Thursday, paying respects to the nine who died after being shot inside the previous night. The suspected gunman, 21-year-old Dylann Roof, had apparently been welcomed as a stranger to the church's regular Wednesday evening Bible study session, spending an hour with the group before opening fire. One woman reportedly said he told her he was letting her go so she could tell the story of what happened.

Roof, who is white, was arrested Thursday in Shelby, North Carolina, and was returned to Charleston to face murder and hate-crime charges. His first court appearance was scheduled for Friday.

Members of the church stood out on Calhoun Street in downtown Charleston on Thursday, gazing up at its facade, bewildered by the massacre. Emanuel AME is close-knit, and members of the church who were interviewed said they knew all nine of the victims personally.

"I knew every single one of them," said Bailee Moutrie, 21, whose whole extended family goes to the church. "Every one of them has a special place in my heart."

Moutrie said it wasn't unusual for a new face to pop into a service or Bible study session and be accepted without questions. She said it was typical for strangers to be encouraged to hang around afterward to meet the pastor, the Rev. Clementa Pinckney, a state senator, who was among those killed in the attack.

"If you wanted to come, we welcomed you with open arms," she said.

"This church particularly is one that never closes its doors to strangers. Everyone is welcome to come in fellowship," said Deborah Capraro, 58, of North Charleston. "I can't wrap my brain around it. ... I cannot believe this 21-year-old man decided to walk into a church and kill black people. How do you wrap your brain around it?"

The procession of mourners Thursday included two of the state's members of Congress, Rep. Mark Sanford and Sen. Lindsey Graham, both Republicans.

"I don't know what makes a person do this," said Graham, whose niece apparently went to school with the alleged shooter. "To go into God's space and do this, I don't know. You can't explain it. ... I go to the Middle East a lot. I've seen hate up close. I've seen communities where everybody has been killed because they're a different religion, and you think that's just over there. Sometimes it's not just over there."

The shooting drew a scrum of television and print reporters to Emanuel AME, marking the second time in a matter of months that the Charleston community has hosted the national media over a story about race. In April, Walter Scott, an African-American man, was shot in the back repeatedly by a white police officer, Michael Slager, in North Charleston. A bystander's video of the killing revealed that Scott was unarmed and fleeing when Slager fired. Slager has been charged with murder.

Pinckney had delivered a speech in May on the Scott shooting, calling for legislation requiring body cameras on police in South Carolina. On Thursday, several outside Emanuel AME noted how soon the massacre came on the heels of the Scott death.

“This city is getting shown for what it really is: a racist-ass city and state,” said an African-American man who asked be identified only as "Twenty Three." He has lived in Charleston his whole life, and said he often encounters racism.

“I’m just hoping that in the end, what I believe will come to pass: Jesus will come and take the righteous," he said. "I don’t live a peachy-clean life, but I try to live righteously.”

"Everyone would love to believe this is a wonderful little tourist town where everyone gets along, but if they dig down deep into the issues, some people are not getting along well at all," said Capraro. "The fact that this happened is shocking to me. But [the gunman] harboring those kinds of feelings, that's not shocking."

As night settled into the quiet street, mourners came lighting candles, talking of prayer and how to move forward. Many, including 26-year-old Cordello Fabers, said they were still trying to process their grief.

“It hasn’t hit me yet, it feels like a dream right now,” Cordello said.

Cordello said his mother was baptized at Emanuel AME when she was just a child.

“It could have been my own mother who was in that church when it happened,” he said. “I’ve just been looking for answers.”

Stephen Grant, 32, said he cried when he heard the news.

The community "is not really even dealing with emotions right now,” Grant said. “We’re just trying to think about how we can destroy racism. It’s the problem no one wants to deal with. Racism is not justifiable, and it’s not something you’re born with -- it’s a behavior.”

Jay Satterfield, who is white, has lived down the block from Emanuel AME for seven years, and said he understands his community’s struggle with racism.

“Racism isn’t going to stop,” Satterfield, 25, said. “I hate to say it this way, but it was a matter of time before evil stomped on us. The feeling in this town: I don’t know the words to put it in.”