"At times you have to leave the city of your comfort and go into the wilderness of your intuition. What you'll discover will be wonderful. What you'll discover is yourself." -- Alan Alda
Our intuition manifests in different ways. Often times we experience intuitive phenomena with our families, loved ones, dreams and the paranormal. Sometimes our intuition may peak during transitions or after loss and trauma.
For me, my experience of discovering my spiritual gifts was a little different than some of the common stories you hear of people seeing spirits growing up or things of sort.
I grew up in an extremely challenging and abusive home where my parents weren't the safest nor healthiest role models to guide or show me the way.
My natural response to the constant emotional distress was to turn inward to my inner voice and imagination. I discovered my gifts of creativity, writing, and intuition. I found safety, refuge and a home in these gifts and spent many nights journaling and praying to the Universe.
I often consulted with my intuition and looked for signs in my daily environment as answers. If I couldn't change my outside circumstances I could most definitely change the little world that I lived in within.
I didn't know at the time that I had spiritual gifts. I only knew I was unique and had a story I wanted to share to help someone else find their way through a dark time. You see, I always had this resilient spirit and I never let my circumstances bring me down for too long.
I just knew that I was given a story that I could possibly help save someone else's life with. I knew that my childhood and teen years of trauma and pain didn't happen for nothing.
I wasn't going to leave behind a war zone with just scars. I knew that the universe had a special plan for me so I surrendered and let my soul guide me.
After I moved away from home, I vowed I would leave it all behind, start fresh and forget about all of it. However, no matter how far we try to run from the past it always does seem to find us.
I realized I couldn't run, forget or bury it so I allowed it to transform my life. My intuitive and spiritual gifts began to blossom and I found a passion in healing myself not just through therapy but with spirituality.
I started to meditate and attended workshops on every type of spiritual art out there including psychic development, mediumship, crystal healing and hypnotherapy. With every class I took I discovered a real passion in spirituality. My soul began to heal and release parts of my past that still haunted me.
My nightmares and night terrors went away. I got over a lot of anxiety with public speaking and speaking in general. I stopped being afraid of people and started looking them in the eye again. I gave the world a chance and opened up to building more intimate connections despite my fears.
In this journey I discovered, healed and released so much. I realized I really did have a gift of helping people and not just any gift but an array of spiritual and intuitive gifts.
Now I teach spiritual mentorship and work with people privately. I help them see their light when they have lost their way.
I let my intuition guide me to a home that is sacred and only mine, my spiritual home.
We are so much more than stories and what has happened to us.
We are miracles. Allow yours to take place.