I'm the Daughter of a Quadriplegic

I'm the Daughter of a Quadriplegic
This post was published on the now-closed HuffPost Contributor platform. Contributors control their own work and posted freely to our site. If you need to flag this entry as abusive, send us an email.

2013-12-13-dadme98huff.jpgMy only concern when my dad was first injured in a car accident was whether or not he would live. I was told pretty early that he had broken his neck, but I had no idea what that really meant. I had no idea what the word 'quadriplegic' entailed. In my 12-year-old mind, my interpretation was that one day I would help my dad walk again. I envisioned him taking slow, unsteady steps as he supported himself on parallel bars. I'm pretty sure I had seen something like that on TV once, but once I learned what paralysis really meant that image was shattered.

Never walk again. The words took a while to sink in, but my pre-teen mind was already extrapolating. How are we going to play? What about the stairs in our house? How would we dance? He and I both love to dance. During those days I often thought back to us dancing at his wedding, him swinging me up until my feet kicked in the air. As fear started to take hold, I thought even further. If my dad couldn't walk, how would he ever walk me down the aisle? Like so many little girls, I often envisioned that special occasion. Needless to say, I became more aware of the adaptations I was going to have to make as his daughter, the alterations in the routine and activities that directly affected my life, and my fear of the unknown.

Having lost my only brother in the accident, I was left to figure a lot of it out on my own, but I did recognize how much my dad and step-mom benefited from the mentoring of others in the hospital. Despite the fact that there were no immediate mentors available for me, the 5th floor became almost a second home. I found comfort in being around others who understood what we were going through.

Despite the challenges, life rolled on and I better understood the reality of my new life. I took responsibility for cleaning the screws bolted into my dad's skull to stabilize his neck. I learned how to use a hoyer lift to help him get into bed. I even took shifts waking up at 2am to help turn him at night to avoid pressure sores. Transfers, cervical vertebrae, catheters and spasms became a part of my normal vocabulary. The things that had seemed scary at first became more normal.

As my dad transitioned home, we discovered new activities we could share and adapted the old ones we used to enjoy. Family soccer games and "roll and strolls" through the neighborhood are some of our pastimes. I also know now that my dad will roll me down the aisle, and we will most certainly dance at my wedding.

2013-12-13-dadme13huff.jpgWhat my family overcame and embraced came in a large part from those we met in similar situations who helped give us hope. However, I quickly came to realize how many people are left without that feeling of connection, of belonging. Something needed to exist to bring the entire community together. This vision became SPINALpedia.

SPINALpedia.com is not just for those paralyzed-they are not the only ones who endure an absolutely life-altering change. We carry an understanding, a connection to the disability world. We are a bridge between the able-bodied and disabled, understanding both sides of the coin, and standing in a perfect position to help bridge the gap and paint a more inclusive picture of our community. It's imperative that those of us who have adapted our lives, who have found these connections, are available for others to also find empathy and compassion, guidance and strength, so that we all have the opportunity to live life to the fullest.

Watch how SPINALpedia supports the community of people affected by paralysis:

Popular in the Community