Kendra gets emotional about her sex tape, released by Vivid Entertainment last month, in a new interview with Ryan Seacrest.
"This had to come out now, it had to come out when I finally cleaned up my life," she said, choking up. "I told you, this is hard!"
Kendra stands to make millions from the sale of the tape, but she insists she is not happy about it.
"It's extremely embarrassing," Kendra said. "I am a very open person, I am very honest about my life, but a sex tape was definitely not what I wanted in my life."
The full interview airs at 7 pm EST Tuesday on E!