Last month, tabloids reported that Lindsay Lohan had kept a record of her alleged sexual partners, releasing a handwritten list to the public that included the names of 36 men, including A-List celebrities. In the finale of her OWN docu-series, Lohan addressed the controversy, saying that she wrote the list while in rehab at the Betty Ford Center.
"That list that came out, that was a part of my [time at] Betty Ford. It's step number five or step number eight," she says, referring to the 12 steps followed by Alcoholics Anonymous. "That was in my Betty Ford book, so that was really personal to my sponsor. You write that for your sponsor."
(Step five is admitting the exact nature of one's wrongs. Step eight is making a list of all who one has harmed.)
Lohan believes the list was discovered when she was moving out of the Beverly Hills Hotel. "There were two people there that helped me move," Lohan says. "All of my books from [Betty Ford] were in that. So, someone took a photo."
The actress also believes she knows who is responsible for taking and releasing that photo to the media. "Pretty sure I know who it is, unfortunately," she says. "They're not a part of my life at all anymore. They might be on the show at some point, but they're not [in my life]."
Lohan says she knows that she wasn't the only one hurt by the list being leaked. "I don't care about me in that situation. I care about the people that are involved with other people because it's really unfortunate and disrespectful," Lohan says.
She also opens up about her own reaction. "The fact that that happened was not only humiliating, but just mean. It was mean-spirited for someone to do that," Lohan says. "That is a desperate human being and I hope they find some peace. Because anyone that's willing to do that to someone else is really f***ed up in the head. And I don't want that in my life."