Thank You, Voice Of Doom

In this Feb. 27, 2012, photo, job seekers line up to speak to Trilogy's Regional Vice President Tom Elkins, far right, at a j
In this Feb. 27, 2012, photo, job seekers line up to speak to Trilogy's Regional Vice President Tom Elkins, far right, at a job fair in Boston. Economists expect that U.S. employers added 210,000 jobs last month and that the unemployment rate remained at 8.3 percent for the third straight month, according to a survey by FactSet. The Labor Department will release the March employment report at 8:30 a.m. EDT on Friday, April 6, 2012. (AP Photo/Elise Amendola)

The U.S. economy added 163,000 jobs in July, the Labor Department announced today, more than analysts expected, as the unemployment rate rose one-tenth of a percent, to 8.3 percent. For workers age 55 or older, the unemployment rate remained at 6.2 percent, and there was a bit of good news in terms of average length of unemployment: It fell to 51.4 weeks in July from 55.6 weeks in June.

Still, it's a tough haul for many post 50s. One of them is Anthony LoLavad, an author and teacher who agreed to share his story with The Huffington Post using a pseudonym. He is under-unemployed, recently divorce, and living in his parents' home. You can read his previous posts here and here. The following is Anthony's latest dispatch from the front lines:

I just read the "Fact of the Day #5: The Heartbreak of Long Term Unemployment," and beyond tying my gut up into knots that we never learned in the scouts, it put me in mind of two Peanuts Comic Strips. One has Schroder reciting the end-of-season numbers for their hapless baseball team, to which Charlie Brown says, "Tell your statistics to shut up." The other, just the punch line resonated, and I couldn't find it despite an exhaustive 10-minute web search. The quote was "Thank you, voice of doom."

I'm about to get laid off from my part-time job for a few weeks. I knew it was coming, and actually had a little money put aside. Then I got the first expense from the new business I’m putting together -– two of my external hard drives, with scads of the data I’m going to need, died. Then so did my car. Between them, it cost well over two grand to get up and running again (actually, I’m still waiting on the disc drives).

Now, time was, that would have been annoying, but not devastating. These days, though, that’s close to two month’s salary. That's beyond what went to the lawyer –- and now that the divorce has ground to its conclusion, I have a new monthly expense –- Child Support. This in addition to the insurance I have to have on both my life (part of the divorce decree), my car and my health. There are also the student loan, phone, gas, some groceries. Even in good times, this torture never stops. It’s just that in bad times, it adds metal tips to the end of the cat-o-nine-tails (and yes, I know some people pay extra for that).

The later part of September and the beginning of October are going to be rude, but there is a pin-prick of light after that. I’ve picked up three courses to adjunct. The tutoring center will re-open after a two-week break between the summer session (which has been unusually busy) and the fall term. I'm in the early stages of launching one of my new ventures, have a few more in various stages of limbo, and ideas for some more. Then it's just a matter of making time in the day.

If I go down, I go down fighting.

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