A common theme I have noticed in divorce situations is the desire between the exes to prove who is "the winner" and who is "the loser." The conclusion I have reached is that if there are two parents who want to prove that they are the winner, then although the winner may be inconclusive... the loser is certain.
The KIDS are the losers.
Why do people have this innate desire to WIN? I know winning brings a feeling of euphoria, but why do these people choose this particular circumstance to try to win when the balance in the lives of their own children is the high price that is at stake?
The truth of the matter is that in divorce there are no winners. As I have written numerous times in the past, we are adults and we can get over ourselves and the situation. However, our ENTIRE focus should be on keeping things as balanced and normal as possible for our kids.
When I hear a child say, "I don't want both parents there because that's just weird," then I immediately know that his or her parents handled the divorce wrong. Of course, this is assuming that there is no abuse present and that both parents are otherwise well-functioning people. The kids whose parents have put their own agendas aside for their kids are the kids who are comfortable loving both mom and dad, even in the same place -- school performances, games, birthday parties. It's the kids whose parents have tried their best to alienate their ex or undermine their ex who just want to avoid any contact between their parents because they know it won't end well.
I get angry even as I type that because I just can't understand how anyone who is any kind of a parent at all can purposefully put themselves and their own agenda above the happiness and security of their own children. I think those sad individuals are the ones who were probably never given role models on how to correctly behave in divorce situations. And I'll take that even further to say they probably had no role model on how to be a respectable adult either.
Listen to your children. If (minus an abusive situation) they are not comfortable being near you both or they try to avoid situations where they have to invite you both to events, then YOU HAVE FAILED. You may feel like a winner because you have successfully convinced anyone who will listen how terribly you were wronged and how they too should despise your ex. Sorry, you can hang up your white hat because you don't deserve it.
With that being said, it's never too late to right the wrongs of the past.
Seek help. Even if your ex is unwilling, then you and your spouse need to attend co-parenting counseling on how to best help return some normalcy in the lives of your children. Therapists can be a great resource. I've gotten calls from two different friends who have recently started going to counseling with their ex and they both bring their spouses. If you can't imagine doing that, then you need to rethink your priorities. In my opinion, those four couples are WINNERS. They are putting aside their own comfort to ensure the happiness of their children.
I'm excited about the future in our lives as we work hard to right the wrongs. At least I can go to bed at night and know that through it all we have given it our best. I'm hopeful. The kids deserve normalcy since they didn't ask to go on this roller coaster with us. I want our kids to be the winners... even if it's our expense.
What are you willing to do to fix your parenting failures??????