Tango is one of the most beautiful, elegant, and sensual dance of modern times. This is the first in a series of posts about how tango provides metaphors for our lives on and off the dance floor, especially as it relates to being single and/or in a relationship. I hope they are relevant to you whether you dance or not.
Tango is more than a dance. It can also teach us a lot about how to grow as people, individually and in relationship. There's a reason that I, an author who writes about singleness and relationships, became captivated with tango almost three years ago and uprooted my life to live in the mecca of tango, Buenos Aires, for 8 months. I want to share with you what I have learned from dancing tango and how those lessons can help you grow as a person and in a relationship. Tango is deep.
I fell in love with tango at first sight when I was traveling in Colombia in 2010. I moved to Buenos Aires in October 2012 to soak up tango culture at the source. Although many people dance tango at a high level in San Francisco, the dance culture in the Bay Area does not have the same feeling, passion, or musicality. I felt called to come here. I've been blessed to meet other people who view tango as a personal, mystical quest, often filled with more questions than answers. Of course that's what makes it so great, infinite and endless.
Many people travel the world to live in Buenos Aires to dance tango and they dance four or five nights in a week. More is going on than just the pleasure of the dance, which is in of itself immense. Tango sweeps you up and helps you get more intimate with yourself and relationships with others. It's a personal quest, whether the person recognizes that or not.
Alejandro Gee is a tango teacher who did his graduate thesis in psychology on the effects of tango dance on mood. He writes, "The posture of a person is not just a position that we are supposed to stand/dance in, but also a reflection of who we are. The way we connect or the way we lead or follow are also a perfect reflection of our social, emotional and mental status. Usually 10 minutes into the class you can tell more about a person's character or the relationship within a couple than you could after talking. This is why tango has the capacity to heal issues that we are or not aware of. By fixing the physical, the mind and emotions will follow. Or we will want to heal the mind and the emotions in order to be able to improve our dancing."
I want to share the deeper resonances of tango as they relate being single and being in a relationship. Specifically, about being quirkytogether, how to be solid and powerfully rooted in yourself, while being passionate connected to another.
The search for balance and stability within yourself
One of the most powerful searches in tango is the search for being in axis, or eje, as they say in Spanish. Being in your axis in dance means using the energy of the floor to find your own balance in your body, so no matter what you are doing, pivoting, turning, or walking, you are in control of your own movement.
Tango is paradoxical. The complexity of life is reflected back to us with two opposite things being true at the same time. The beautiful paradox of tango is you have two people who are leaning in toward each other, absolutely connected, exchanging energy through a chest-to-chest heart connection in an abrazo (hug), but each one of them should be so solid in their axis that if the other person disappears he or she does not fall down. He or she stays standing because she is rooted in her axis. When you and your partner have both the connection to each other and the connection to their own bodies in their own axis, you have magic.
For a woman the search for the axis is a very powerful metaphor. A woman is traditionally defined by relationship to other. (And she is in tango too, it does take two.) As a mother, a lover, a friend. Her value is defined through the other. And yet, when you have your axis too, you know you are also all right on your own. For me, feeling my axis, this alignment of my body that puts me into a stable, independent and yet connected position when I dance, feels like a revelation. I feel heaven open up. I feel powerful and smooth, connected and independent.
It took me over two and a half years of consistent tango study to find my axis, in shimmers and glimmers. It's a big deal, cause for celebration.
In this way, tango strikes me as quirkytogether. It's a metaphor for quirkytogether magic. Two people who come together to connect but who are also deeply connected to themselves. That's the kind of relationship that I want. That most quirkyalones want too.
Quirkytogether = connection to yourself + connection to another
The quirkytogether concept grew out of my quirkyalone work. A quirkytogether relationship is defined by two people who come together to share deeply, to passionately connect and stay passionately connected to themselves. Quirkytogether is a chapter in my book, Quirkyalone and I'm sure someday it will be a book of its own.
In the big picture of history, we are evolving from a world where women were not equals and relationships were constructed to support one person (and that would be the man). In many parts of the world, the status quo remains. Women feel they need to have a man for social approval or even for their safety, and they still serve and obey their husbands. In the U.S., Europe and many other parts of the world, we are in a transitional moment of creating relationships that feel freer and support both men and women. Yet most of us are operating according to old programming.
We are evolving new ways of being in a relationship. Quirkytogether is the new wave. Quirkytogether is an invitation to look at romantic relationships with an open mind. To create relationships that let us be who we are and support us to grow as individuals and as a couple. Where we show up fully as who we are, and share the things we want to share out of desire and not obligation or adherence to the social scripts.
art at the dinzel school, which teaches improvisation and a very active female role
The metaphor of tango for quirkytogether
Enter tango. Tango, though rooted in an era when women were not equal, with decidedly machista roots, is such an apt metaphor for quirkytogether. The dance itself brings masculinity and femininity together in such a way that both need to be rooted in themselves in order to dance. To create a dance -- or a relationship where both people get to be fully alive, both have to be in their axis. Passion and connection with another depends on a deep connection with yourself.
Luciana Rial Baumgartner was once teaching me how to do a fast turn with her. You need to have the right amount of tension between the two people in order to generate the connection. That tension is created because each person has a strong core and while dancing for the other, he or she is also dancing for herself, making sure her body is in alignment. That tension creates the dynamic, the whee, the thrill.
Luciana said, "First, you must dance for yourself."
When you get all floppy in your core the dynamic falls apart. One person starts putting pressure on the other.
She compared the dynamic to a romantic relationship. When we get floppy in terms of our own personal alignment in life, the connection suffers because we prioritize the connection with the other over the connection with ourselves.
When we're single, we lose our axis when we think we need to change who we are to attract someone, or when we think there's something wrong with us or our lives because we are romantically alone.
When we're in a relationship, we lose our axis when we stop doing things we love and become fused. We change who we are to please the other; he likes golf, I'll like golf, and so on. We get obsessed and let a relationship or its demise determine our self-worth. We fear being alone and don't feel we can be alone.
Most of us have lost our axis in relationship. That's how we grow, we learn what it's like to lose it. We evolve to a healthier (and quirkytogether-er) relationship pattern put in the work to find our axis. In life. In ourselves.
Finding your axis is a process. Repeat. Repeat. Repeat.
Studying tango -- and continually finding and losing and finding my axis again -- feels to me like putting a metaphor for relationship into my body. It helps me to remember, This is what it is to lose your axis in tango, this is what it is to lose your axis in a relationship, and this is what it is to find it again.
In the dance, as in life, it's not like you find your axis once and stay there in perfect alignment (unless you are a professional dancer, maybe, with perfect posture). You find it, you lose it, and you find it in your body again. Dancing and life is a process of learning how to sustain your axis more and more consistently over time. You lose your balance. You realize you lost it. You reset.
We do the same thing in our lives as we lose our centers and then come back to them again. The question is whether we notice and how quickly we recover back to ourselves.
For your viewing pleasure, here is an exquisite tango performance.
Sasha Cagen is the author of Quirkyalone: A Manifesto for Uncompromising Romantics, a relationship coach, and a tango fanatic. You can learn tango and go on your own inner tango journey in her Quirky Heart Tango Adventure, a tango tour for single women in Buenos Aires.