You Are Too Much

I Don't Mean To Be A Bitch...
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Sometimes I'm a too much girl. Other times I'm content. But I would die inside if contentment ever ate my inner fire.

I can eat too much. I can weigh too much. I can drink too much. I can write too much. I can talk too much. I can curse too much. I can cry too much. I can accessorize too much. I can be hyper too much. I can want to alone too much. I can be serious too much. I can be silly too much. I can be hard on myself too much. I can be distracted in my own world too much. I can struggle too much. I can be misunderstood too much. I can be sensitive too much. I can be angry too much. I can expect too much. I am too much for some and not enough for others. It can matter too much.

I share too much. I believe in others too much. I love too much. I crave too much. I want too much. I know too much. I explain too much. I feel too much. It's just how I roll in this part zen, part badass, part normal person who is always learning, growing, striving for more. More is good. My inner pilot light expands me. Desire fuels that inner fire.

I desire sunny days too much. I love thunder and lightning at night too much, I revel in vacations too much. I am passionate too much about things like flowers and sparkles, as well as depth of being. I want kisses, hugs, I-love-you’s, laughs, nights out, hours to sleep in, heart-to-heart’s, and memories too much. In truth, I know everything is always the perfect amount for me in this great life I have. Too much of a good thing is my style. Feeling good is never too much for me. I know I deserve it. In the past receiving anything, even attention, felt like too much until I knew my true worth. Now I am good enough too much. I am too much. Proud of it. Never holding back. It’s part of my charm. I am actually fiercely, authentically, unapologetically the perfect size of too much. Dig it or deal with it.

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