Paint junkie and creativity myth-buster found at www.inkypawsart.com
Paint junkie and creativity myth-buster found at www.inkypawsart.com
This post was published on the now-closed HuffPost Contributor platform. Contributors control their own work and posted freely to our site. If you need to flag this entry as abusive, send us an email.
“I remember when Dad took me to…” And the tears well up. I want to keep talking, but they’d look embarrassed and start trying to steer the conversation away.
“He wouldn’t want you to be sad…” In my mind, I’m screaming “GO FUCK YOURSELF! He’d want me to cry when I need to, to remember happy memories, to FEEL my emotions.”
“They are in a better place.” That doesn’t mean I miss them any less.
When my maternal Grandfather died, I was 11. I wanted to talk. No-one else did. I was ‘too young to understand’.
Advertisement
My Father passed away when I was 22. I wanted to talk. No-one else did. The conversation was steered away.
I learned that my grief was a weakness, something to be ashamed of. The thing is, I wasn’t ashamed. I hurt, I ached but never was I ashamed.
My paternal Grandmother was a practical woman “We all die – no-one is exempt.” This means, we all experience grief. We all hurt, we ALL lose at some point. So why aren’t we in this together?
We are much better at talking about mental health…
Why aren’t we talking about grief?
Advertisement
My paternal Grandfather died. Again, I wanted to talk. Not with some shrink who didn’t give a fuck about me, I wanted to talk to friends, people I trusted. No-one else did.
My paternal Grandmother left this world at the age of 96. Guess what… Yup, you got it.
But when I spoke to people about my maternal grandmother and her descent into Alzheimer’s, people were comfortable talking about the pain and loss.
Seriously?! Losing her to Alzheimer's was simply a long, drawn out process of grief over 15 years. It HURT. Physically, she was there but she hadn’t recognised me since 2002. The person I loved didn’t know me from the nurses looking after her. But people would talk about it. It was a more accepted subject.
Over the years, I’ve had time, time to consider, reminisce, sob, understand and reflect. The thing is, grief is unique to each and every one of us. And every time we experience it, it’s different. The emotions, the instability, all of it.
Advertisement
But I still don’t grasp fully why we don’t talk about it – it happens to us all right?
I can only speak from experience, I like to talk things out with people I trust. But not everyone does. Some people become angry, others flood in tears and don’t want to speak. That’s ok, it’s different for everyone. But surely the best form of support is what that person needs?
Feeling uncomfortable? Good. Think about why that is.
So why aren’t we talking about grief?
We all know that bottling up emotions isn’t good. By refusing to enter a dialogue involving grief, you’re failing to look at you own emotions, the feelings that come up for you.
Why aren’t we talking about grief? Because we a scared. Let’s end this ‘behind closed doors’ bullshit. Grief hurts – shit bust. But we can be better prepared for our own by supporting our friends who need to talk, to be left alone, to scream and rant, to sob uncontrollably. Don’t shy away from it – embrace it – because one day, you will be there too.
Our 2024 Coverage Needs You
It's Another Trump-Biden Showdown — And We Need Your Help
The Future Of Democracy Is At Stake
Our 2024 Coverage Needs You
Your Loyalty Means The World To Us
As Americans head to the polls in 2024, the very future of our country is at stake. At HuffPost, we believe that a free press is critical to creating well-informed voters. That's why our journalism is free for everyone, even though other newsrooms retreat behind expensive paywalls.
Our journalists will continue to cover the twists and turns during this historic presidential election. With your help, we'll bring you hard-hitting investigations, well-researched analysis and timely takes you can't find elsewhere. Reporting in this current political climate is a responsibility we do not take lightly, and we thank you for your support.
The 2024 election is heating up, and women's rights, health care, voting rights, and the very future of democracy are all at stake. Donald Trump will face Joe Biden in the most consequential vote of our time. And HuffPost will be there, covering every twist and turn. America's future hangs in the balance. Would you consider contributing to support our journalism and keep it free for all during this critical season?
HuffPost believes news should be accessible to everyone, regardless of their ability to pay for it. We rely on readers like you to help fund our work. Any contribution you can make — even as little as $2 — goes directly toward supporting the impactful journalism that we will continue to produce this year. Thank you for being part of our story.
It's official: Donald Trump will face Joe Biden this fall in the presidential election. As we face the most consequential presidential election of our time, HuffPost is committed to bringing you up-to-date, accurate news about the 2024 race. While other outlets have retreated behind paywalls, you can trust our news will stay free.
But we can't do it without your help. Reader funding is one of the key ways we support our newsroom. Would you consider making a donation to help fund our news during this critical time? Your contributions are vital to supporting a free press.
As Americans head to the polls in 2024, the very future of our country is at stake. At HuffPost, we believe that a free press is critical to creating well-informed voters. That's why our journalism is free for everyone, even though other newsrooms retreat behind expensive paywalls.
Our journalists will continue to cover the twists and turns during this historic presidential election. With your help, we'll bring you hard-hitting investigations, well-researched analysis and timely takes you can't find elsewhere. Reporting in this current political climate is a responsibility we do not take lightly, and we thank you for your support.
Thank you for your past contribution to HuffPost. We are sincerely grateful for readers like you who help us ensure that we can keep our journalism free for everyone.
The stakes are high this year, and our 2024 coverage could use continued support. Would you consider becoming a regular HuffPost contributor?
Dear HuffPost Reader
Thank you for your past contribution to HuffPost. We are sincerely grateful for readers like you who help us ensure that we can keep our journalism free for everyone.
The stakes are high this year, and our 2024 coverage could use continued support. If circumstances have changed since you last contributed, we hope you'll consider contributing to HuffPost once more.