Octomom Nadya Suleman On PTSD Diagnosis, Life After ‘Oprah' (VIDEO)

WATCH: 'Octomom' Nadya Suleman Reveals PTSD Diagnosis

After giving birth to octuplets in 2009, Nadya Suleman became known as “Octomom,” caring for not just those eight, but all 14 of her children while living in the spotlight. Life was chaotic and money was scarce, the latter of which led Suleman to reach out to Oprah and Suze Orman for help in 2010. What she got was a Suze smackdown wherein she was told to get rid of all her nannies and “pray like you’ve never prayed before.”

In this clip from the season premiere of OWN’s “Where Are They Now,” Suleman shares how her life has changed since speaking with Suze -- including a “life rehab,” a PTSD diagnosis, an adult video and a new home -- and opens up about the difficult path she’s followed for the last few years.

“One thing I listened to was when [Suze] said I should do it all on my own. No help,” Suleman says in the clip. “It did help financially, but it took a toll emotionally and physically. It took a huge toll.”

Suleman says that as a result, she became beyond exhausted. “I was starting to crack,” she says. “And it got worse… I had all these panic attacks.”

Suleman says it was time to ask for help. “I went to a treatment program for 30 days," she says. "There was a team of doctors and psychiatrists assessing me and diagnosing me. I was diagnosed with post-traumatic stress disorder. Severe post-traumatic stress. In order words, [like] someone who’s a soldier in war, I feel like I’m still in war sometimes. But we have to win, right? There are 15 lives at stake.”

In the clip, Suleman also reveals her true feelings about hearing the term "Octomom," discusses whether or not she regrets making an adult video and offers a room-by-room tour of her new California home.

Catch up with more guests from “The Oprah Winfrey Show” on season two of “Where Are They Now?” airing on Tuesdays at 10 p.m. ET on OWN.

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Image from trailer for "Octomom Home Alone" by Wicked Pictures. Credit: Wicked Pictures (credit:Wicked Pictures)
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This file image orignally made from a 2006 video provided by KTLA shows Nadya Suleman looking at a ultrasound of her unborn twins at an in-vitro fertilization clinic in Los Angeles. Suleman, who gave birth on Jan. 26, 2009 to octuplets, has gone from Miracle Mom to becoming a target for Internet scorn and ridicule. Credit: KTLA / AP
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Nadya Suleman (R) sighting at a local park on May 06, 2009 in Los Angeles, California. Credit: FilmMagic / Getty Images
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Nadya Suleman sighting at Target store on March 4, 2009 in Los Angeles, California. Credit: FilmMagic / Getty Images
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Nadya Suleman sighting at leaves her home on March 10, 2009 in Los Angeles, California. Credit: FilmMagic / Getty Images
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Nadya Suleman sighting at a local park on May 06, 2009 in Los Angeles, California. Credit: FilmMagic / Getty Images
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Television personality Nadya "Octomon" Suleman walks in Midtown Manhattan on February 24, 2010 in New York City. Credit: Getty Images
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Nadya "Octomom" Suleman attends Millions Of Milkshakes on November 10, 2010 in West Hollywood, California. Credit: WireImage / Getty Images
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Nadya Suleman arrives at the Los Angeles screening of "Guido" at Writers Guild Theater on June 17, 2011 in Beverly Hills, California. Credit: FilmMagic / Getty Images
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Nadya "Octomom" Suleman attends the Celebrity Boxing Match Press Conference on August 19, 2011 in Fort Lauderdale, Florida. Credit: FilmMagic / Getty Images
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Nadya Suleman poses at the Female Pillow Fighting Press Conference at Warehouse 24 on February 15, 2012 in Woodlyn, Pennsylvania. Credit: Getty Images
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This May 19, 2010 file photo shows Octomom, Nadya Suleman speaking to media outside her home in La Habra, Calif. Suleman has filied for bankruptcy and her home is scheduled to be auctioned on Monday, May 7, 2012. Credit: AP
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This Wednesday, May 19, 2010 file photo shows octuplets mother Nadya Suleman wears a T-shirt promoting pet birth control outside her home in La Habra, Calif. on Wednesday, May 19, 2010. Suleman has been living in the home for nearly two years. The man who sold the home to Suleman says he is going ahead with eviction proceedings because she can't come up with a $450,000 balloon payment. Credit: AP
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Nadya Suleman, the mother of octuplets leaves her home in Whittier, Calif., Wednesday March 11, 2009. She said in a video posted online Wednesday that she -- not her parents -- is paying for the four-bedroom, three-bath home in La Habra, Calif., where she plans to raise her brood. Credit: AP
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Nadya "Octomom" Suleman, left, tabloid sensation, and Amy Fisher, adult film actress, exchange blows during the "Celebrity Fight Night" on Saturday, Nov. 5, 2011, in Hollywood, section of Los Angeles. Credit: AP
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Image from trailer for "Octomom Home Alone" by Wicked Pictures. Credit: Wicked Pictures (credit:Wicked Pictures)