Jodi Arias Death Wish Not Sincere, Travis Alexander's Friends Say

Does Jodi Arias Really Have A Death Wish?
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After a jury convicted her of first-degree murder, Jodi Arias said she would prefer the death penalty as opposed to spending the rest of her natural life in an 8' x 10' prison cell.

"The worst outcome for me would be natural life. I would much rather die sooner than later," Arias told Fox affiliate KSAZ in a post-conviction interview.

"Longevity runs in my family, and I don't want to spend the rest of my natural life in one place ... I said years ago that I'd rather get death than life, and that still is true today. I believe death is the ultimate freedom, so I'd rather just have my freedom as soon as I can get it."

On Wednesday, the same jurors who found Arias guilty after her four-month trial will return to the courtroom to decide whether she should face life in prison or the death penalty.

Arias was convicted last week of first-degree murder in the 2008 slaying of her ex-boyfriend Travis Alexander. For 19 weeks, a jury of eight men and four women listened to prosecutor Juan Martinez accuse Arias of premeditated murder. Arias' defense team claimed self-defense, saying she was a victim of domestic violence.

Friends of the man Arias murdered think her interview shows that she's up to her old deceitful tricks.

"There are three things we know with certainty about Jodi Arias. 1- She lies, 2- She lies, and 3- She lies. This is not up for debate, it's what she does," Chris Hughes, a close friend of Alexander's at the time of his death, told The Huffington Post.

"I think Jodi's request for the death penalty is Jodi doing what she does; lying and manipulating,” Hughes said. “Jodi is scared to die. She has been threatening to kill herself since high school. She has had access to guns and knives [and] she is still here. If Jodi wanted to be dead, she would be."

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Dave Hall, another close friend of Alexander’s who has been vocal about his feelings since the verdict came down, has a similar take. "I think Jodi Arias loves herself too much to actually want that,” he told HuffPost.

Both Hall and Hughes, along with Hughes' wife, Sky, have stood by the Alexander family since Travis' slaying. In December 2011, Sky Hughes told HuffPost that Arias deserved to die for what she did.

"I can't think of anything scarier than her being let out," Sky Hughes said. "She would date again -- someone's son, brother, friend. She slaughtered an innocent person because he didn't want to be with her. She has no soul, no accountability. As long as she is alive, those she has contact with are not safe. She is extremely evil, and she deserves the death penalty."

The Hughes, and Hall are happy with the guilty verdict and are now looking forward to the final chapter -- Arias' sentencing.

However, as Alexander’s friends have indicated, the sincerity of Arias' supposed desire for death is in question. The 32-year-old convicted murderer is an admitted liar, raising the question of whether she is a sympathetic character or a great actress. Chris Hughes believes she is the latter of the two.

"Jodi wants to live so she can continue to control and manipulate those that are too blind to see her for who she really is," he said. "Jodi wants to live so she can continue to milk the media, and the world, for attention she doesn't deserve. She wants to play the victim, which is a slap in the face to anyone who is/was a real victim of domestic violence ... She is "famous" for slaughtering a good man in cold blood on June 4, 2008, but she didn't stop there ... She has continued to slaughter him for the past five years."

The aggravation phase of Arias' trial begins Wednesday at 1 p.m. EDT. During the aggravation phase, the defense and prosecution will present opposing arguments about whether Arias killed Alexander in an "especially heinous, cruel or depraved manner." If the jury finds that she did, then the death penalty becomes an option in sentencing.

After the aggravation phase, the sentencing phase begins, during which the jurors could hear from the families of Alexander and Arias. Arias could also be sentenced to life in prison without the possibility of parole, or 25 years to life in prison. To sentence her to death, the jurors must be unanimous in their decision.

Arias was put on suicide watch right after the verdict, but now is in regular custody. Alexander's friends, however, said that her threats of suicide are just that, threats.

"She has been threatening to kill herself since junior high or high school. She has had access to guns and knives [and] she is still here. If Jodi wanted to be dead, she would be," Hughes said.

Hall added that the threats are likely more self-preservation. "If she tells people, give me death and then they do, it's a way of protecting her[self] and acting like she's not hurt ... since the outcome was what she said she wanted."

The Arias family has declined to comment.

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50 Shades Of Arias
Foreplay (01 of50)
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"He refused to kiss me because he said it was gross ... maybe because I had been performing oral sex, but he kissed me on the cheek and then left," Arias said in court about a September 2006 sexual liaison with Alexander. (credit:Myspace.com/jodiarias)
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"Sometimes it hurt if it got in my eyes," Arias said on March 4, 2013, about receiving facials. "I couldn't help feeling I was kind of like a prostitute." (credit:Myspace.com/jodiarias)
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"Oh my God that is so debasing, but I like it," Arias said in a 2008 recorded conversation with Alexander when he said he wanted to tie her to a tree and have anal sex with her. (credit:Myspace.com/jodiarias)
Sex(04 of50)
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"To me sex is sex, there are just different ways to have sex. And it seemed like Travis was, kind of — I don't know how to put it, but it seemed like he had the Bill Clinton version, whereas over here it seemed like oral and anal were also sex to me. But not for him," Arias testified on Feb. 6, 2013. (credit:Getty Images / In Session -- Pool Camera)
The Love Affair (05 of50)
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"I felt an attraction to him and the feeling was mutual and I wanted to, I just wanted to, I don't know. I wanted to do what he wanted to do," Arias said of giving Alexander oral sex in September 2006, in the weeks following their initial meeting in Nevada. (credit:Myspace.com/jodiarias / en.picjoke.net)
The Love Affair(06 of50)
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"I wanted to [abide] with the law of chastity because I believed that our relationship would be blessed if we did that," Arias testified.in February 2013. (credit:Myspace.com/jodiarias)
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"We dated for like five months and we broke up and actually did not see each other for quite a bit," Arias said.

"[We] tried to remain friends, more like buddies. We were intimate but I would not say romantic as far as a relationship goes," Arias told police on June 10, 2008.
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The Love Affair(08 of50)
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“I believe he had aspects of himself that are beautiful and ugly, just as I do," Arias said.on Feb. 26, 2013.

Note: The domain JFineart.com was previously owned by Jodi Arias. The domain now belongs to a new owner, who has no connection to this photograph.
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Fairy Tales(09 of50)
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"When we broke up ... it was kind of a mutual thing, but I sort of more broke up with him and it was kind of hard to do because I really loved him. But, I just realized that without trust, you can`t have anything, and I had violated his trust," Arias told police on July 15, 2008. (credit:Myspace.com/jodiarias / en.picjoke.net)
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"It`s not that I don`t love Travis and it`s not that I don`t still love him, but I really needed to move on," Arias told police on July 15, 2008. (credit:Myspace.com/jodiarias)
Sex(11 of50)
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"I probably would have let him continue, but it was too painful," Arias testified in reference to having anal sex with Alexander on Nov. 26, 2008 â the day he baptized Arias into the Mormon faith. She added, "[I felt like] a piece of toilet paper." (credit:In Session -- Pool Camera)
Sex(12 of50)
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"I asked him to stop because he hadn't shaved and it was scratchy," Arias said on Feb, 19, 2013, in regard to Alexander allegedly performing oral sex on her the day he was killed. (credit:In Session -- Pool Camera)
Lies(13 of50)
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"Lying isn't typically something I just do. The lies I've told in this case can be tied directly back to either protecting Travis' reputation or my involvement in his death ... because I was very ashamed," Arias said in court on March 7, 2013. (credit:In Session -- Pool Camera)
Lies(14 of50)
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"If I go to trial for this and if I`m convicted for this, whoever did this is going to be sitting very pretty somewhere -- glad that it was not them," Arias told police on July 15, 2008. (credit:In Session -- Pool Camera)
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"If I killed Travis, I would beg for the death penalty," Arias commented to a police detective in July 2008. (credit:Police File Photo)
Lies(16 of50)
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"If I was going to ever try to kill somebody, I would use gloves. I have plenty of them," Arias told a police detective in July 2008. (credit:Myspace.com/jodiarias)
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"I'm all for the Ten Commandments — thou shall not kill," Arias told police in July 2008. (credit:Myspace.com/jodiarias)
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"I understand all the evidence is really compelling ... I've never even shot a gun. That's heinous. I can't imagine slitting anyone's throat." Arias told the TV show "Inside Edition" in 2008, after she was indicted for killing Alexander. (credit:Inside Edition)
Lies(19 of50)
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"I don't have a gun ... I've never seen it ... I don't even know what a .25 looks like," Arias told police on July 15, 2008. (credit:Myspace.com/jodiarias / In Session Pool Camera / Police Photos / Myspace.com/tvalexander)
Lies(20 of50)
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"You sure it was me? I was not there. I didn't hurt Travis," Arias told police on July 15, 2008, when she was told authorities had photographic evidence that she was at Alexander's house the day he died. (credit:In Session -- Pool Camera)
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"I'm not the brightest person, but I don't think I could stab him, I'd have to shoot him … The least I could do is make it as humane as possible," Arias told a police detective on July 15, 2008. (credit:Myspace.com/jodiarias)
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"I don't think I've ever even fired a gun ... water guns, but not a real gun," Arias told police on July 15, 2008, when asked about the .25 caliber handgun used in Alexander's slaying. (credit:Myspace.com/jodiarias)
Lies(23 of50)
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"I think he was shot … I heard this loud ring – I don't remember. Travis was screaming. I know I got hit in the head … There were two people there … one was a guy and one was a girl … The girl wanted to kill me ... I was really scared. I was freaked out of my mind," Arias told police on July 15, 2008, after she finally admitted being at Alexander's home when he was murdered but denied she was involved in the killing. Arias told police two intruders – white Americans with beanies covering their faces – killed Alexander and let her live. (credit:Myspace.com/jodiarias)
Lies(24 of50)
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"I think there was a naive belief that I could pretend [Alexander's murder] didn't really happen," Arias said in a 2009 interview with "48 Hours." (credit:"48 Hours")
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âI couldnât keep my stories straight. Itâs all the same thing, just different versions â I couldnât keep my lies straight,â Arias said on Feb. 27, 2013, while detailing her confusing web of deception. (credit:In Session -- Pool Camera)
Lies(26 of50)
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"I understand that there will always be questions," Arias said on March 7, 2013, when she was asked by her attorney why, given all the lies she has admitted to, anyone should believe anything she says. (credit:In Session -- Pool Camera)
Bloodshed(27 of50)
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"It started where Travis was in the shower. I was taking photos of him [and] the camera slipped ... It fell onto the ground. He got very angry. He stepped out of the shower and lifted me up and body-slammed me … I ran down the hallway ... into the closet. I grabbed the gun [and] ran out ... I just wanted him to stop, so I pointed the gun at him ... He lunged at me right around the time the gun went off. I didn't mean for it to go off," Arias said of the events of June 4, 2008. (credit:Myspace.com/jodiarias)
Bloodshed(28 of50)
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"It was like mortal terror. I pissed him off the worst I'd ever seen him pissed off," Arias testified on Feb. 20, 2013. She was referring to Alexander allegedly attacking her on June 4, 2008, when she dropped his camera."I was scared ... He's freaking out. I'm freaking out," Arias said. (credit:In Session -- Pool Camera)
Bloodshed(29 of50)
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“I didn’t choose to escalate it. I was trying to deescalate it," Arias said on Feb. 28, 2013. (credit:In Session -- Pool Camera)
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âThe gun went off. I did not mean to shoot him or anything,â Arias testified on Feb. 20, 2013. (credit:In Session -- Pool Camera)
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"I was scared and I couldn't imagine calling 911 and telling them what I had just done," Arias testified on Feb. 20, 2013. "I was scared of what would happen to me." (credit:In Session -- Pool Camera)
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"The simple answer is that he attacked me and I defended myself," Arias testified on April 2, 2013. (credit:In Session -- Pool Camera)
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"There's a morbid curiosity ... I mean I am curious," Arias told police when asked if she wanted to view the crime scene photos. (credit:In Session -- Pool Camera)
Bad Memory(34 of50)
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"There is a part of me that does not want to remember it ... [but] I feel like I am the person who deserves to sit with those memories that I don't have right now," Arias said on March 5, 2013, of Alexander's killing. (credit:In Session -- Pool Camera)
Bad Memory(35 of50)
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"I can't explain why my mind did what it did ... I really don't know," Arias said on March 6, 2013, of why she had no memory of killing Alexander. (credit:In Session -- Pool Camera)
Bad Memory(36 of50)
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"I don't believe I have memory issues that are really persistent," Arias said on March 6, 2013. (credit:Myspace.com/jodiarias)
Bad Memory(37 of50)
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"Well, as far as what happened on June 4, I don't know how the mind works necessarily, but I know that that was the most traumatic experience of my life ... I don't have other blackouts that I can recall, when memories get foggy when I get stressful. I think that I actually have a very good memory. I can remember tons of things. But when I'm under a stressful situation, it's as if my mind, if you can imagine a computer that freezes, it’s turned on but it's not functioning. You can hit the keys, but nothing's happening, just like the sound waves are hitting my ears, but the brain is not computing," Arias said on March 6, 2013, when asked why she could clearly remember some things, but not others. (credit:In Session -- Pool Camera)
Bad Memory(38 of50)
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"I don't think I have a problem," Arias replied said on Feb 26, 2013, when the prosecutor asked her if she had memory problems. (credit:In Session -- Pool Camera)
Bad Memory(39 of50)
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"I think that I have a good memory and June 4 is an anomaly for me ... it's in a class of its own and I can't explain what kind of state of mind I was in. Most of the day was an entire blank and little pieces have come back, but not very many," Arias said on March 7, 2013. (credit:In Session -- Pool Camera)
Bravado(40 of50)
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"Usually, when men like you are screaming at me or grilling me, it makes my brain scramble," Arias told the prosecutor on Feb. 21, 2013. (credit:In Session -- Pool Camera)
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"You f--ked up. What you told my attorney next day directly contradicts what I've been saying for over a year. Get down here ASAP and see me before you talk to them again and before you testify so we can fix this," Arias allegedly wrote in a magazine prosecutors say she tried to smuggle to a friend visiting her behind bars in August 2011. (credit:In Session -- Pool Camera)
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"You go in circles … You're making my brain scramble," Arias told the prosecutor on Feb. 26, 2013. (credit:In Session -- Pool Camera)
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"Those afflicted with Little Man's Syndrome taint society's perception of genuinely good men who happen to be vertically challenged," Arias allegedly Tweeted in regard to the prosecutor.According to Fox 10 News, Arias has been communicating with her followers via Twitter since February. The account, according to the news network, is managed by Arias' friend, Donavan Bering. (credit:Twitter)
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“Hmm... Anger Management problems anyone?” Arias allegedly Tweeted on April 5. An apparent dig at prosecutor Juan Martinez who is famously aggressive for his questioning of witnesses on the stand. (credit:In Session -- Pool Camera)
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"Actually, Nancy, that finger was for you. Have a nice day," Arias allegedly Tweeted about Nancy Grace after images of Arias making what appeared to be a vulgar gesture in court on March 21, 2013 became the talk of social media. (credit:In Session -- Pool Camera)
Off The Wall(46 of50)
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"I had issues with Travis [but] I had worse issues with other people and they're all still alive," Arias told police. (credit:In Session -- Pool Camera)
Off The Wall(47 of50)
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"I kicked a dog once ... We had this dog, his name was doggy boy ... [he] stayed in the backyard ... At one point, though, he was untied, and I took the trash out and he tore diapers all over the yard and of course I had to clean it up ... I got mad and I just kicked him with my right foot. He just moved a few feet and he didn't yelp or anything, but he just ran away, and I never saw him again after that ... I've never seen him since and I need to apologize for that to him," Arias told police on July 15, 2008. (credit:Myspace.com/jodiarias)
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"I know that he`s in a good place and I know that he`s fine. I know that he`s doing great," Arias said of Alexander on July 15, 2008. (credit:Myspace.com/jodiarias)
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"I`m not, like, violent ⦠I`m not a murderer," Arias told police on July 15, 2008. (credit:Police File Photo)
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"No jury is going to convict me ... you can mark my words on that one — no jury will convict me," Arias told the TV show "Inside Edition" in 2008, after she was indicted for murdering Alexander. (credit:In Session -- Pool Camera)