Evangelical Songwriter Says He's No Longer Christian In Emotional Instagram Post

Hillsong's Marty Sampson is publicly wrestling with Christianity -- and his openness is causing consternation among some evangelical leaders.

A musician who spent years writing songs and performing with the globally influential Christian music collective Hillsong now says he is questioning his faith. 

Marty Sampson is a songwriter and worship leader for the recording label that grew out of Hillsong Church, a congregation based in Sydney that now has branches in 23 countries. Hillsong frequently sets the trends in the Christian contemporary music industry, and its songs are sung by millions of people around the globe every Sunday.

Sampson has been writing for Hillsong since at least 1998. More recently, he was one of the musicians behind “The Lord’s Prayer,” a song that appears in Hillsong Worship’s 2018 album, “There Is More.” The song is a musical rendition of Christianity’s foundational prayer.

But Sampson now appears to be questioning the foundations of his faith. In mid-August, he started sharing his doubts about Christianity with his followers on Instagram. According to the faith-based news website Christian Post, Sampson announced in a since-deleted post that he was “genuinely losing my faith,” clarifying later that while he hasn’t completely renounced Christianity, his faith has been on “incredibly shaky ground.” 

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Hillsong United performs at Allen Arena, Lipscomb University on August 18, 2011 in Nashville, Tennessee.
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By last Friday, Sampson appeared to have stepped even further away from Christianity. In an emotional Instagram post, he thanked Hillsong Church’s founding family, the Houstons, for their support over the years. He insisted that he still loves Christians but no longer counts himself as a member of the faith.

The post, captured by HuffPost on Aug. 23, reads in part: 

To the CHURCH of Jesus Christ, I forgive you, and I LOVE you. I’ve got tears running down my face because it’s so true. I adore you Christians. I love you SO MUCH. That’s all. It was amazing being one of you, but I’m not any more. I love you all, and I always will. I won’t forget how much I love Christians, even if they don’t love me, I will always love you. Sorry for any bad words I have ever said about any of you. Forgive me. I love you all.

Sampson later deleted the post.

Since then, the musician has been posting memes scrutinizing Christianity and expressing doubts about how a good God could condone evil and suffering in the world.

HuffPost has reached out to Sampson for comment on his faith journey. 

Hillsong Church is its own denomination in Australia, with roots in Pentecostal Christian theology. The church is known for its rock concert-style worship services; its hip, tattooed pastors; and celebrity attendees. It has faced criticism for its conservative positions on sexuality ― particularly its non-affirming stance toward LGBTQ Christians.

Several bands are part of the church’s record label ― Hillsong Worship, Hillsong United, Young & Free, and Hillsong Kids. Sampson has written music for all of them

Hillsong has not responded to HuffPost’s repeated requests for comment.

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Hillsong United performs at The Forum on May 18, 2016, in Inglewood, California.
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Sampson’s public wrestling with doubt has been closely followed on Christian news websites. He’s caused significant consternation among some evangelical leaders ― especially since his posts came not long after another high-profile evangelical announced he was also leaving the faith.

Joshua Harris, a writer who once promoted Christian purity culture, told his Instagram followers in July that he is no longer a Christian and apologized for the harmful theology he preached in the past. 

“The popular phrase for this is ‘deconstruction,’ the biblical phrase is ‘falling away,’” Harris wrote in his post. “By all the measurements that I have for defining a Christian, I am not a Christian. Many people tell me that there is a different way to practice faith and I want to remain open to this, but I’m not there now.”

Franklin Graham, son of the famous American evangelist Billy Graham, accused Sampson and Harris of pulling publicity stunts and trying to draw Christians away from the Bible’s teachings. 

“Why did they make it so public? I think they just want publicity. Otherwise, why didn’t they just leave their faith and just be quiet about it?” Graham recently said on “The Todd Starnes Radio Show.” 

“Shame on them,” Graham added. “You’ll stand before God one day and give an account to him.”

Ken Ham, the biblical literalist best known for building a gigantic re-creation of Noah’s ark in Kentucky, used the moment to plug his ministry, Answers in Genesis.

“Answers in Genesis @AiG produces books dealing with the supposed contradictions in the Bible to show when passages are properly understood, there are no contradictions,” Ham tweeted about Sampson’s doubts. “This sad situation about this person is a reminder the church & parents need to teach apologetics to counter today’s attacks on God’s Word.”

John Cooper, a lead vocalist with the American Christian rock band Skillet, wrote a Facebook post castigating Christian “influencers” who have abandoned the faith.

“I’m perplexed why they aren’t embarrassed? Humbled? Ashamed, fearful, confused? Why be so eager to continue leading people when you clearly don’t know where you are headed?” Cooper wrote. 

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Joel Houston, son of Hillsong's founders, Brian and Bobbie Houston, and leader of Hillsong United, performs in Atlanta on Aug. 1, 2015.
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Sampson fired back at Cooper on Instagram, saying that he never intended to influence others but simply wanted to “wrestle and to learn and grow.” He also questioned why his doubt is causing “panic” in Christian circles.

“Why when someone is influencing others, does this cause the kind of panic in a truth so strong that it cannot be shaken? I for one don’t see this kind of shock and horror in the scientific community when a theory is usurped by a new and contradicting theory,” he wrote in an Instagram post captured by Relevant Magazine before it was deleted. 

Amid the backlash, some spoke up on social media in defense of Sampson and others who are going through a process of deconstructing religious beliefs.  

Jonathan Martin, an evangelical pastor from Oklahoma, chastised Graham for his harsh words about Christians who doubt. 

“I find it astonishing that there are people who actually think that the disillusioned, disenchanted children of the Church who walk away, are somehow ‘the problem,’ as if it is some great falling away,” Martin wrote on Twitter. “I’m just tired of hearing people berate their kids for leaving a faith system that we handed to them that was already rotting and full of maggots.”

Michael Gungor, a musician who started his career making Christian music, stunned the industry in 2014 when he revealed he no longer literally believed in the Bible’s stories. Since then, Gungor has spoken frequently about how he left his evangelical Christian roots and came to understand that doubt is a healthy and necessary part of a person’s faith journey.

Michael Gungor encouraged Sampson in a tweet, calling his doubt “beautiful.” 

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Persepolis: The Story of a Childhood, by Marjane Satrapi(17 of26)
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"Marjane Satrapi's 'Persepolis' is the latest and one of the most delectable examples of a booming postmodern genre: autobiography by comic book... Satrapi's book combines political history and memoir, portraying a country's 20th-century upheavals through the story of one family. Her protagonist is Marji, a tough, sassy little Iranian girl, bent on prying from her evasive elders if not truth, at least a credible explanation of the travails they are living through... The book is full of bittersweet drawings of Marji's tête-à-têtes with God, who resembles Marx, 'though Marx's hair was a bit curlier.'" -- The New York Times

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The Time Machine, by H.G. Wells(18 of26)
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"The book was a brilliant combination of scientific speculation, sociological treatise and exciting storytelling. It not only gave popular culture the notion of time as a physical dimension; it also offered a parable of class warfare in which two futuristic races, the above-ground Eloi and the subterranean Morlocks, stood in for the working and leisure classes of Wells's time... The novel is a pessimistic look into the future and a downbeat statement about human evolution." -- The New York Times

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The Last Lecture, by Randy Pausch with Jeffrey Zaslow(19 of26)
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"[This] last lecture, which Pausch entitled 'Really achieving your childhood dreams,' takes as its theme his youthful ambitions: how he achieved them, and how he helped others to achieve theirs. He doesn't discuss spirituality or religion, but speaks with the simple authority of a man who is looking death in the face and assessing what's really important about life. 'Never lose the childlike wonder,' he advises. 'Show gratitude... Don't complain; just work harder... Never give up.'" -- The Independent

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Letters to a Young Poet, by Rainer Maria Rilke(20 of26)
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"A letter written to Rilke by a young man entering a military career who secretly wished to become a poet himself forms the basis of this slim, jewel of a volume of ten letters, written in response by the Bohemian-Austrian poet over six years in the early 1900s when he was still cementing his reputation... The letters capture an enduring warmth and wisdom (be patient, he advises, write as if you have an eternity) that will give heart to aspiring poets today." -- The Independent

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Long Day's Journey into Night, by Eugene O'Neill(21 of26)
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“By common consent, Long Day’s Journey into Night is Eugene O’Neill’s masterpiece. ... The helplessness of family love to sustain, let alone heal, the wounds of marriage, of parenthood, and of sonship, have never been so remorselessly and so pathetically portrayed, and with a force of gesture too painful ever to be forgotten by any of us.” -- Harold Bloom, from the foreword to the Yale University Press edition (credit:<a href="http://www.amazon.com/Long-Days-Journey-into-Night/dp/0300093055" role="link" class=" js-entry-link cet-external-link" data-vars-item-name="Amazon" data-vars-item-type="text" data-vars-unit-name="5d605421e4b02cc97c8d8724" data-vars-unit-type="buzz_body" data-vars-target-content-id="http://www.amazon.com/Long-Days-Journey-into-Night/dp/0300093055" data-vars-target-content-type="url" data-vars-type="web_external_link" data-vars-subunit-name="before_you_go_slideshow" data-vars-subunit-type="component" data-vars-position-in-subunit="11" data-vars-position-in-unit="34">Amazon</a>)
Autobiography of a Yogi, by Paramahansa Yogananda(22 of26)
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"Yogananda is best known for his groundbreaking memoir, 'Autobiography of a Yogi.' It has sold well over four million copies since its publication in 1947, and I suspect it has been read by two or three times that many, because it is the sort of book people lend to their friends. This was especially true in the 1960s and '70s, when Baby Boomer seekers were thirsty for Eastern wisdom and couldn't afford the five bucks to buy the AY, as it has come to be known... The AY prompted more Americans to explore Indian spirituality than any other text." -- Philip Goldberg, The Huffington Post

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A Guide to the Bodhisattva Way of Life, by Santideva(23 of26)
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"This book is a translation of a famous and universally loved poem for daily living composed by the 8th century Buddhist Sage Shantideva. It charts the spiritual journey of a Bodhisattva, one who is committed to attaining full enlightenment for the sake of all living beings. The poem is written from the point of view of a practitioner and provides an extraordinary insight into the process of inner transformation one goes through while traversing the Bodhisattva path." -- Kadampa.org

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A Gift of Love: Sermons from Strength to Love and Other Preachings, by the Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.(24 of26)
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"This volume of sermons. ... is important because here we encounter King the preacher," writes the Rev. Dr. Raphael Warnock, senior pastor of Ebenezer Baptist Church, in the foreword to this volume. In one of the sermons, "The Three Dimensions of a Complete Life," Warnock says that King issued "the clarion call of a spiritual genius and sober-minded sentinel who insists that we pray with our lips and our feet, and work with our heads, hearts, and hands for the beloved community, faithfully pushing against the tide of what he often called 'the triplet evils of racism, materialism and militarism.'" "In a divided world," writes Warnock, "and amid religious and political pronouncements in our public discourse that erroneously divide the self, we still need that message." (credit:<a href="http://www.amazon.com/Gift-Love-Sermons-Strength-Preachings-ebook/dp/B007WKEM7I" role="link" class=" js-entry-link cet-external-link" data-vars-item-name="Amazon" data-vars-item-type="text" data-vars-unit-name="5d605421e4b02cc97c8d8724" data-vars-unit-type="buzz_body" data-vars-target-content-id="http://www.amazon.com/Gift-Love-Sermons-Strength-Preachings-ebook/dp/B007WKEM7I" data-vars-target-content-type="url" data-vars-type="web_external_link" data-vars-subunit-name="before_you_go_slideshow" data-vars-subunit-type="component" data-vars-position-in-subunit="5" data-vars-position-in-unit="28">Amazon</a>)
Man's Search for Meaning, by Viktor E. Frankl(25 of26)
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"The book begins with a lengthy, austere, and deeply moving personal essay about Frankl's imprisonment in Auschwitz and other concentration camps for five years, and his struggle during this time to find reasons to live. The second part of the book, called 'Logotherapy in a Nutshell,' describes the psychotherapeutic method that Frankl pioneered as a result of his experiences in the concentration camps. Freud believed that sexual instincts and urges were the driving force of humanity's life; Frankl, by contrast, believes that man's deepest desire is to search for meaning and purpose... 'Our generation is realistic, for we have come to know man as he really is,' Frankl writes. 'After all, man is that being who invented the gas chambers of Auschwitz; however, he is also that being who entered those gas chambers upright, with the Lord's Prayer or the Shema Yisrael on his lips.'" -- Amazon review

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Daring Greatly: How the Courage to Be Vulnerable Transforms the Way We Live, Love, Parent, and Lead, by Brené Brown(26 of26)
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"Brené Brown, a research professor at the University of Houston Graduate College of Social Work, is the first to admit that vulnerability makes her uncomfortable, but posits that daring to fail is the only true way to be wholeheartedly engaged in any aspect of life. 'Experiencing vulnerability isn’t a choice -- the only choice we have is how we’re going to respond when we are confronted with uncertainty, risk and emotional disclosure,' she says." -- Publishers Weekly

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