Finding A Cure Wouldn’t Mean We’ve Defeated Cancer

While Joe Biden's moonshot initiative is admirable, it partly misses the point.
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Robin Glassman, 56, was diagnosed with Hodgkin's lymphoma when she was 12.

WebMD wasn't a research option when Ivy Brown was diagnosed with Hodgkin's lymphoma in 1974, so her mother looked up her 12-year-old daughter's condition the old-fashioned way, in a hardcover medical volume.

"It just said 'fatal,'" Brown explained. Having moved the family to London a month earlier, Brown's parents were still trying to liaise with her pediatrician in the U.S. "My father told me recently that he was sleeping with the phone on his stomach because of the time change," she said.

"They were as scared as you can be when you have a child who you think you might lose," Brown explained. "It was devastating for them."

Robin Glassman was also 12 when she was diagnosed with Hodgkin's in 1972. Her mother wouldn't let her read the disease's description. 

While the prognosis for Hodgkin's, an immune system cancer, is excellent -- it's considered one of the most curable cancers, with 10-year survival rates of about 80 percent -- that wasn't the case fifty years ago. In the 1960s, only 1 in 10 Hodgkin's patients were expected to survive for five years.

Today, the two women are among the first generation of what's referred to as "long-term childhood cancer survivors" -- kids who were diagnosed in the 1970s and lived for at least five years after their initial diagnosis, a benchmark that their peers born just 10 years earlier would not have likely lived to reach.

The women's scars are shown here in powerful photos that capture both the fragility and the resilience of surviving cancer. (The photos may not be appropriate for viewing while at work.)

When President Barack Obama announced the $1 billion moonshot initiative in February, he appointed Vice President Joe Biden, whose 46-year-old son Beau died of brain cancer last year, to be the project's steward.

"Right now, only 5 percent of cancer patients in the U.S. end up in a clinical trial," Biden wrote in Medium in January. "The science, data, and research results are trapped in silos, preventing faster progress and greater reach to patients. It’s not just about developing game-changing treatments -- it’s about delivering them to those who need them."

Wednesday's National Cancer Moonshot Summit, which harkens back to Richard Nixon’s 1971 "war on cancer,” is a national day of action led by Biden to crowdsource strategies for accelerating cancer-curing research from more than 350 scientists, oncologists, data and tech experts, patients, families and advocates across the country.  

While the summit is a first step toward the moonshot's expressed goal of doubling the current rate of progress toward a cure for cancer, there has been noticeably little discussion among politicians, advocacy groups and other stakeholders of what curing cancer actually means. 

A spokeswoman for Biden said that the summit incorporated a discussion on survivorship, but declined to comment on the record about specific ways the moonshot would address the issue.

Critics called the initiative oversimplified, and emphasized that because cancer is many diseases, not just one, it's unrealistic to push for a single cure. Others pushed back on the initiative's meager budget.

"Let’s be honest," Ezekiel Emanuel, oncologist and chair of the University of Pennsylvania's Department of Medical Ethics and Health Policy, told STAT. "There’s not that much money in the moonshot. I just don’t think it is going to have that big an impact."

Later in January, the vice president added, “I said I believe that we need an absolute national commitment to end cancer as we know,” he said. “I'm not naive, I didn't think we could ‘end cancer.’ I'm not looking for a silver bullet. There is none."

Survival is also more complicated than being cancer-free, a concern that's rarely included in well-meaning, but oversimplified political initiatives and awareness months. Survivors' stories, particularly those of childhood survivors who have had the longest tenure with cancer and its side effects, could help broaden the focus of the moonshot aims by highlighting their experiences of what life after cancer is like.

So what does defeating cancer actually look like? For Brown and Glassman, living cancer-free hasn't meant a return to good health. The experiences of these women offer clues into life after childhood cancer, specifically the decades of late-onset effects from the treatments that saved patients' lives in the first place.  

The life-altering consequences of cancer don't end with clean scans

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A breast cancer diagnosis in 2005 was Ivy Brown's first sign that her childhood cancer treatments would have serious long-term implications.

There's a commonly held misbelief that the story ends when kids with cancer are cured, Dr. Laura Hogan, a pediatric oncologist at Stony Brook University Hospital and a childhood cancer survivor herself, explained. "This is something that impacts the quality of their lives and their families’ lives, for a long time -- sometimes lifelong."

Cancer therapy can damage children's developing organs, according to Dr. Kevin Oeffinger, who directs the cancer survivorship program at Memorial Sloan Kettering that Brown and Glassman are part of. "We are celebrating success of the cures, but also learning how to deal with the aftermath," he said, listing heart disease, second cancers, lung problems, depression and anxiety as a few of the long-term consequences of cancer treatment.

Radiation therapy, in particular, is linked to countless aftermath effects. Chest radiation can mean heart disease or breast cancer later in life. Abdomen radiation is a precursor to colon or skin cancers. Brain radiation can manifest as memory or information-processing problems.  

Radiation and chemotherapy can work together to treat cancer, and they can also combine forces to cause heart defects and other bodily damage. "Those can be immediate, or they can be decades down the road," Hogan said. "Your risk of cardiac disease goes up over time."

 

“It’s literally a job to hold my head up throughout the day.”

- Ivy Brown, Hodgkin's lymphoma survivor

Receiving radiation therapy as a child came with it's own set of challenges. "Nobody said cancer to us," Brown explained. "Nobody even said radiation. They just called it treatment. Everything was masked and they didn't feel that it was necessary to tell a kid that."

Both Brown and Glassman struggle with the day-to-day reminders of radiation they received decades ago, including muscle atrophy that fatigues their necks and backs, making it difficult to stand up straight.

"It’s literally a job to hold my head up throughout the day," Brown said. "Sometimes I’ll see a picture of myself and I’ll be like, 'Oh my god. I look like a human turtle. Come on, Ivy. Remember to hold your head up, throw your shoulders back.'"

Before Brown joined the Memorial group, she blamed herself for slouching. "I had no idea that there was a reason for it," she said.

What we know about quality of life after cancer

It was a long time before doctors and scientists started to track those delayed effects in earnest -- 1994 to be exact. The first long-term effort, a National Cancer Institute-funded initiative called the Childhood Cancer Survivor Study, surveyed more than 14,000 children who were diagnosed with cancer between 1970 and 1986. 

One of the most recent studies using that data set was published in April. Researchers asked childhood survivors between the ages of 18 and 49 to assign a score between 0 and 1 to their personal well-being. (Zero represented death and 1 represented perfect health.) The results, which were adjusted for education, household income and health insurance, were disheartening, although not necessarily surprising. 

On average, childhood cancer survivors rated their well-being at 0.77, compared to an average score of 0.81 among general population adults. Well-being responses among 18- to 29-year-old survivors were similar to general population 40- to 49-year-olds with no history of cancer, indicating a premature onset of age-related health problems for childhood cancer survivors. 

There was, however, a glimmer of good news: Those without chronic problems, approximately 11 percent of the total group, reported similar well-being to people who'd never had cancer.

Ultimately, cancer survivors' quality of life hinges on whether or not they suffer from chronic conditions, which of course, is both statistically probable and largely out of survivors' control, a high-stakes roll of the dice in which they have little or no say.

Radiation is a cautionary tale that should temper our expectations for revolutionary treatments 

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Brown and Glassman, who met through Memorial Sloan Kettering's survivorship program, are among the first generation of childhood cancer survivors from the 1970s.

Being a first-generation childhood cancer survivor is a peculiar position to be in. Ongoing research will help future survivors -- researchers have already studied everything from smoking cessation to infertility -- but for first-generation survivors like Brown and Glassman, it's anyone's guess what the long-term consequences of their childhood treatments will be.  

That unfinished list of possible side effects looms large. "We know this stuff remains active in people’s bodies," Brown said. "It's not like the list ends."

"I skated by for quite a while," Brown said of her cancer treatments, which included surgery and radiation, but no chemotherapy. "It just did not even occur to me that I was going to have the kind of repercussions from the radiation that I ended up having."

It's complicated, according to Dr. Lisa Diller, a pediatric oncologist and director of the Dana-Farber Cancer Institute's childhood cancer survivorship program. 

You'll get the same overall survival rates without radiation if you look 10 or 20 years out, said Diller, who co-authored the April survivorship study.

But treatment without radiation comes with a tradeoff. The big issue is weighing the advantages of survival with the likelihood that a child will relapse if he or she isn't given the strongest possible treatment. If a child relapses, he or she will have to get more intense second-line therapies.

"Can you remove radiation from everyone and allow a certain percentage of patients to relapse, and then treat them more intensely?" Diller asked. "Or do you use as little radiation as possible, to the smallest volume, at the smallest dose, and maintain a larger overall likelihood of relapse?"

Brown's breast cancer diagnosis in 2005 was the first sign of serious backlash from her treatment. Brown underwent a double mastectomy. A few years later, her aortic valve failed, and she had open-heart, valve-replacement surgery. 

For Glassman, who was treated with both radiation and chemotherapy, the situation was even worse. She had a cancer reoccurrence within a year of her initial Hodgkin's diagnosis. "Once I lost my hair, in my eyes, I was invisible," she said. "I was like I don’t want to be seen."

Years of cancer treatments also took a toll on Glassman's psyche. She developed an eating disorder after prednisone, a cancer-treatment steroid she was on, made her swell up and gain weight. She turned to alcohol, cocaine and Quaaludes in her 20s, which put her treatment schedule at risk.

"I even wrote it in my journal: They’re worried because if my weight is too low, they won’t give me chemo," Glassman said. "I mean I wrote this in my journal and I’m like … I don’t know."

She overcame her doubt, though, and worked with a nurse practitioner to address her eating disorder.

"I didn’t want to harm my body in that way anymore. I was done," she said.

The physical effects of Glassman's treatments cropped up in her 30s, when unknown viral infection led to heart problems that necessitated having a pacemaker put in. Then she was diagnosed with breast and basel-cell skin cancers. 

Looking back, Glassman wishes her doctors had placed more emphasis on maintaining her quality of life after treatment. "The main thing is to keep you alive," she said. "Why would one want to be alive if you’re not living as fully?"

“I've been really weak, really struggling.”

- Robin Glassman, Hodgkin's lymphoma survivor

Both women have thyroid problems, a common affliction among Hodgkin's patients, and became infertile due to their cancer treatment.

For Brown, not being able to have children has been one of the hardest parts of having cancer. "That is a scar that I will never really get over," she said. "I tried to adopt, but kept getting sick and got turned down. That is one thing that has kind of left a different sort of emotional scar for me."

Brown and Glassman, both New York City artists, connected through Memorial's survivorship group a few years ago, after a nurse practitioner there suggested that they would get along.  

But listening to other group members talk about their health was frightening. It foreshadowed the problems Brown could develop in the future, many of which had never previously crossed her mind.

"There were a lot of people there who were saying things like 'I’m just waiting for the next shoe to drop,'" Brown said. "The first time I walked out of there, I got off the subway and I started crying."

For Glassman, the last few months (after these photos were taken) have been especially taxing. She's had heart problems and fluid in her lungs, and has been cycling in and out of the hospital and ICU.

"I've been really weak, really struggling," she said. "It's been a hard six months." 

What Joe Biden can learn from first-generation cancer survivors  

Naturally, doctors and patients approach cancer treatment differently. "The first thing you worry about is not side effects," said Dr. Vincent DeVita Jr., an oncologist and former head of the National Cancer Institute, who pioneered a Hodgkin’s treatment called MOPP -- a combination of four chemotherapy medicines -- in the late 1960s. 

DeVita, whose memoir The Death of Cancer, was published in November, emphasized that he preferred to get a good crack at treating his patients' cancer the first time around, ideally before the cancer has a chance to spread. "The side effects you worry about are the acute side effects," he said. 

"If you don’t treat the disease, you die of the disease in a relatively short period of time," DeVita explained. "If you add too many therapies in, you increase the risk, but still, risks never overcome the benefits of treating a disease that’s otherwise fatal."

Again, a complicated cost-benefit analysis, and a good reminder that the narratives we use to describe medical research and disease treatment, frequently distilled into odysseys for silver bullet solutions, are too simplistic. 

Biden has directly addressed these critiques, but he hasn't changed the objective of his moonshot campaign. It remains a quest to end cancer, when it might be more fruitful as a combination of cancer prevention initiatives and increased long-term support for survivors like Brown and Glassman.

For her part, Diller says she's thankful for the sacrifices of survivors like Glassman and Brown, whose experiences paved the way for children with cancer today.

"They contributed to the changes we’ve made in the 90s and the aughts to change therapy," she said. "The next generation of survivors in their 40s hopefully don't have the same problems."

In the meantime, with no consensus on what "cured" means beyond crude five-year and 10-year survival benchmarks, a reasonable objective for Biden's cancer moonshot would be acknowledging that oncology is nuanced. Ending cancer relies on a binary assumption: You have cancer or you are cancer-free. Unfortunately it's not that simple.

Before You Go

Scars
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My scars are a part of me -- something that I have lived with over for many years. I feel as if they are visible reminders of my life long physical and emotional challenges.

When I was young my scars defined me. As an adolescent, it was difficult to deal with all the emotions and restrictions that came with my illness. My scarred body was part of that package.

As I started dating, I would use the person's reaction to my scars and my medical history as a reflection of his character, but I was also very self-conscious.

As I've grown older, my scars are the least of my problems.

--Robin, 55

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I love my scars, they are my breasts.
My surgeon honored my wish for a flat result and I feel blessed to connect with and love my body unconditionally, I am happy with the aesthetics of my choice. I embrace this change with body positivity and grace.
In a breast obsessed culture, deciding to be breastless without apology, without feeling the need to wear prosthesis, is a bravely beautiful and non-conforming choice. It has shown me that I am strong and centered, comfortable with my entire person.
-- Melanie, 46
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My dermatologist did a biopsy on these two moles when I was 15 or so, deemed them 'suspicious' and told me I should get them removed.

My brother, who I wasn't too close with at the time, has the same exact moles in the same place on the opposite side of his body so we'd always laugh that they were our only proof we were actually related.
But when I was younger, my mom found a suspicious scab on her nose that she didn't trust. Two doctors told her she was fine, but she consulted a third who told her it was skin cancer and she was luckily able to catch it early. Thank god she listened to her gut and taught me to as well.
I'm proud of them and they always remind me to take agency of my health. To go to the doctor, to get those yearly checkups, to listen to my instinct. To be kind to myself and my body. There is so much of our health that is in our control.
-- Anonymous, 24
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I got my scars in a severe car accident 10 years ago where my liver, ribs and spine (vertebrae) were injured.

My scars tend to remind me that I am a warrior, when I start doubting in myself, and to remind me that everything that might seem as a problem today or situation that is bothering me, is nothing comparing to what I've been through. It reminds me daily to be grateful for life.

-- Maja, 28

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I have these scars all over my shoulders, arms, lower back, and chest -- some of them are old acne scars, but the majority are from a rather awful (and kinda traumatic) bed bug experience I had years ago.

I'm a dark-skinned woman and I've thankfully never really had a complex about my skin tone. I love my deep complexion, but my scars are discouraging because even for dark skin the "beauty standard" really emphasizes especially flawless skin -- every dark woman you see celebrated in the media has this almost poreless complexion with no marks (think Lupita Nyong'o, Alek Wek, Naomi Campbell), and I definitely don't.

For a long time I felt really bad that I was covered in these scars. They made me very self-conscious about wearing anything low-cut, sleeveless, or backless... I worried that people wouldn't be looking at me but looking at all the little dark marks on my body.

Accepting my scars has sort of been a way to accept myself.

I have a lot of other hang ups about my looks and about my body, but growing to just deal with the fact that the scars are there and not going anywhere for a while has allowed me to regard other parts of myself that I don't like in the same way.

Do I love these scars and embrace them? Not necessarily, but I've also decided that I'm not going to allow them to stifle me and the way I navigate the world in any way.

Yes, sometimes I'll see a cute dress and see that it reveals some of my shoulders or back or chest, and there will be a pause. But I always decide to get the dress if I like it and I want it. Nowadays the pauses are getting a lot briefer.

-- Zeba, 26

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I crushed my finger with a 12lb bowling ball, probably 15 years ago.

My finger doesn't quite straighten, and it also stopped growing after it was crushed, which makes for a very minor point of conversation.

It hasn't profoundly changed the way I feel about myself, because you can't see the scar unless I specifically point it out. Mostly I'm glad that this is the worst scar I have -- clearly, I've been lucky thus far!
-Nina, 25
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I was diagnosed with breast cancer at 32 years of age and opted for a double mastectomy and total hysterectomy after finding out that I had both BRCA 1 and BRCA2 gene mutations.
They are my badge of honor. Every time I look at them they give me strength. I feel lucky to be alive!
In the beginning, I thought the scars were going to bother me but I have come to embrace them.
-- Shanna, 35
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I had two separate foot surgeries -- basically to remove additional bone growth and "normalize" my feet.

These days, I like that they make me a little bit different. When I was younger (and much less comfortable with myself) I hated that they had the potential to draw attention if I went barefoot or in sandals. They were also really sensitive, so it made certain types of footwear uncomfortable.

To be honest, I don't think about them anymore at all. When they were more pronounced post-operation, it was a reminder that something about me had needed correction, and even just that tiny differentiation in bone structure rendered me deformed. Extreme? Yes. But young women are upheld to a certain beauty ideal, and deviating from that standard even slightly can result in some serious self-doubt. Now, on the off-chance that they come to my attention at all, I think they're totally badass and even kind of endearing. I mean, look at these wide little paws! How can you not love their little scraggly designs?!

-- April, 27

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The most prominent scars are from breast cancer treatment: my port-a-cath scar on my left chest & my right breast mastectomy scar, including my axilla (armpit) from the axillary dissection portion of the surgery. The scars on my sides and under my breast - the anchor scar - is from my breast reduction I had one year before I was diagnosed with breast cancer.

My scars make me feel like a Rockstar, and this quote sums it up; "She made broken look beautiful and strong look invincible. She walked with the Universe on her shoulders and made it look like a pair of wing."

Scars are of old news past. The healthy healed skin reminds me that I am beautiful and strong. I am proud of my body and not the proud that one needs to shows off but of the relationship I have with my own body -- she did such a great job getting though the cancer treatment. The scars remain, reminding me of a journey in which I have never felt more love in my life. They represent choices -- to be healthier, stronger & alive.

-- Laura, 36

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I was hit by a car while riding my bike in the North Carolina countryside.

I used to be really worried and self-conscious about it. I tried using some scar treatment cream to make it go away, and briefly obsessed about it, but eventually it really grew on me.

It's a battle scar that represents a time in my life when I was doing something I really loved, cycling.

If anything, my scar makes me really proud of myself for getting out there and being active and adventurous, and continuing to do so today. (Even though I don't ride a bike anymore.)

-- Anonymous, 25

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My scars are badges of honor.
My c-section scar looks like a smiley face. It was my reward for my beautiful daughter and son.
Mary Ann, 58
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I tripped over a piece of a bed frame that was sticking out in my guest room when I was 10 years old.

I often forget about my scar, but when I do notice it, I love it because it's in the shape of a heart.
It's a great reminder that imperfections are awesome.
-- Jessica, 25
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I got my scars freshman year of college. I fell to my knees while giving someone a piggy-back ride -- and that someone happened to weigh over 200 pounds. I didn't even put my hands out, just knelt on concrete.

I have a love-hate relationship with my scars. The story of getting them honestly makes me laugh, but I do feel a little silly having something so permanent that arose from something so stupid.
My scar hasn't affected the way I look at myself at all, but does bring me back to the ridiculousness that is freshman year.
-- Anonymous, 22
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I broke my left elbow twice doing gymnastics, first when I was nine, then again when I was 10.

When I look at my scars, I feel lucky. I feel lucky that my injuries weren't worse and that they are the result of privileges like having a healthy body and the resources to play sports.
I'm proud of my scars because they are an external reflection of my grit as an athlete. I've returned to playing roller derby and doing gymnastics following both injuries, but not without fear.
My scars affirm my identity as a life long athlete and member of the "heavy metal club," however, they also make me wonder if I've been too rough on my body without considering the long term consequences.
I'm not even 30 and have two joints made of metal.
-- Alex, 28
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I was burnt with boiling water when I was 18 months old.
I was only wearing a diaper, so at the point of impact, my chest and arm, I have third degree burns. The rest of my body was second degree burns.
I've always been curious because it feels so distant to me, like something that happened to someone else, but I see the pain it caused everyone, and now as a parent to an 18 month old myself, I acutely feel how hard that must have been for them.
I hated my scar most of my life. It was big when I was little and covered most of my chest. Bathing suits and leotards were a nightmare for me. Kids called me "moon crater chest" and always made fun of me. I hid it until I was 22 years old. I could finally see my scar was small. I could see I wasn't hideous anymore. I could see it was just another beautiful part of me. Slowly I built a wardrobe that showed off my burn. I was finally proud.
My burn has made me grateful. And although I do encounter the occasional ignorant idiot who says something that cuts me like a knife, I am still grateful for the perspective of being different. I embrace my burn fully now and think she's beautiful and intriguing and mysterious.

-- Elise, 37

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This scar was from my first ATV accident in Mexico about a decade ago. It was the result of not enough upper body strength to turn fast enough before going down a ravine. Fortunately a tree caught me (so it could have been worse).
I love all my scars.
They remind me that adventures are not without risk and that risks are not without adventure.
-- Logan, 24
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My scars don't affect the way I feel about myself at all.
Our bodies are just vessels that carry our spirit and is a channel for us to express ourselves in this physical world.
I am blessed.
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My back was broken in a car accident. The scar is from a resulting thoracic spinal fusion.

Before the accident I was a ballet dancer, afterwards I was lost and heartbroken. My scar represents a wound that is emotional as well as physical.

I know that I am a survivor, that I am adaptive and that I can bend my will to accommodate the path put in front of me.

-- Mara, 40

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When I was thirteen, I moved from Australia to the U.S. and immediately got sick. A blistery rash broke out all over my body, which doctors later diagnosed as shingles. When it was gone, I was left with one deep scar in the center of my forehead.

As a teen, I felt like my scar took away some of my "prettiness." It was hard not to focus on it when I looked in the mirror. One day in high school, a boy disgustedly told me I should "put some makeup on it" to cover it up. I think I cried at the time.

It's faded over the years, and now I hardly notice it. It's become a part of my face. I like that it's shaped like a lightning bolt. My mum says it opens my third eye.

-- Melissa, 31

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